Somewhere Else

Big Decisions. Intermixing with Little Decisions.

Meaning= I'm leaving Argentina.

I'm going back to good old Kentcuky, where I have always been reluctant to leave.

After doing a heavy bit of major thinking I realized that I can get to China faster if I really want to.
And I do want to. I want to teach there. I want to travel.
And I definitly want to see my old friends before I go far far away (again).
But this means I wil have to go back to the states first in order to work and save money etc. It's a little complicated and very detailed to explain.



I will be going out on my own for the first time and I am trying to lean entirely on God. Because just barely after two days I've already started to freak out. When things don't fall into place as easily as we like, we freak out.
I had freaked out, but I must stay confident in God. Sometimes there's just nothing you can do and you have to let Him deal with it and be confident that when you do trust Him, you'll be taken care of.

Even if my plans go off into some randomness I won't understand. I have to trust. I have to.
If I don't I'll just sit around freaking out.

So I set up some goals I have. I have to find a place to stay. I job close to there. And hopefully a bike since I won't have a car. I've started getting rid of all the materials I won't be able to take back tot he states with me. I'm terribly attached to my books and knick knacks, but they just will not be able to come.
And I have to find a way to start earning more money despite the onset of a heavy classload.
Effort! Effort!

Blah. What a confusing post I'm sure. :]