Sunday, September 5, 2010

Aaaahhh Here we are again.,, the lonely in an epic battle with the city.

Currently readjusting myself to my new area...again.

So far it has been easy to live here, i got a fabulous job, went to pittsburgh, came back and had a friend, celebrated my birthday, my friend left for michigan, and met up with an old friend, but thats all finished.

I am optomistic by nature, but all that constantly exciting stuff cannot last forever. This labor day weekend has been busy, but has also made me realize I cannot live here without making friends. I have not taken many chances, talked to many people, or tried to do anything I really really like or ever wanted to do.
Quite promptly, this must end.

I cannot go around making silly excuses about how I will be so exhausted after work and get home late etc... when I want to go out and do something. I must make this place my own.

These are all very normal thoughts I believe. When you feel like you dont know whats next. I have moved all my life again and again. And yet here I am. Bored and Lonely. WAHHHH CRY ABOUT IT
nahhhhh.

I am a people person. And so far, people classified as "friends" are low on my list of "haves". Bummer.

I am not afraid to admit that I like to be around people, that I like to communicate, that I like the fleurish of faces and voices around me...This is Amina. This is who she is.

So in honor of this desire I will try ever so hard to make something happen. I have decided to go see some random band in DC play at some random venue. I have listened to their music, understood that I could stand it if I must and away I will go.

Ahhhhh again.

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