Aaaahhh Here we are again.,, the lonely in an epic battle with the city.
Currently readjusting myself to my new area...again.
So far it has been easy to live here, i got a fabulous job, went to pittsburgh, came back and had a friend, celebrated my birthday, my friend left for michigan, and met up with an old friend, but thats all finished.
I am optomistic by nature, but all that constantly exciting stuff cannot last forever. This labor day weekend has been busy, but has also made me realize I cannot live here without making friends. I have not taken many chances, talked to many people, or tried to do anything I really really like or ever wanted to do.
Quite promptly, this must end.
I cannot go around making silly excuses about how I will be so exhausted after work and get home late etc... when I want to go out and do something. I must make this place my own.
These are all very normal thoughts I believe. When you feel like you dont know whats next. I have moved all my life again and again. And yet here I am. Bored and Lonely. WAHHHH CRY ABOUT IT
nahhhhh.
I am a people person. And so far, people classified as "friends" are low on my list of "haves". Bummer.
I am not afraid to admit that I like to be around people, that I like to communicate, that I like the fleurish of faces and voices around me...This is Amina. This is who she is.
So in honor of this desire I will try ever so hard to make something happen. I have decided to go see some random band in DC play at some random venue. I have listened to their music, understood that I could stand it if I must and away I will go.
Ahhhhh again.


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